Monday, November 19, 2007.
4:45 AM
Sometimes, i just take things too much for granted...... i want to apologise to my mom for all the things that i have said. i have not been the most filial son because i have always been rebuting her sentences.... i know that my brother and i have not been giving her the best life she wanted and i know that she is vexed over many problems in the family. Both my brother and i have not been mature in our actions and i really feel bad about it. Sometimes, i kinda hope that i could take back all the bad stuff i have said towards my mom. I know that nothing i do right now could make my mom forgive me.... If she is reading this, i hope that she would not be so angry but i do not hope that she would forgive me. i know that she is the best mother in the world and i really hope that i could be a bit more mature and understanding towards my mom.
I know that she has a huge burden right now and i am not doing anything to ease her burden. I hope that i can really stop being an Ass**** and just help her out.... i only want to say sorry for my words and actions todays...
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