Tuesday, August 28, 2007.
7:09 AM
"Do You"
Maybe this decision was a mistake
You probably don't care what I have to say
But it's been heavy on my mind for months now
Guess I'm trying to clear some mental space
I would love to talk to you in person
But I understand why that can't be
I'll leave you alone for good, I promise
If you answer this one question for me...
It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall.
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Saturday, August 25, 2007.
8:17 AM
Its 11.17 on a Saturday night.... Everything seems out of place. I just finished dinner at a restaurant with my relatives. Right after the dinner, my cousin asked me ' Hey, u got Gf ?' I said no and he couldn't believe it... He said he already had 6 ex... I was like WTH...Whoa... I think i just don't have the inner peace to jio a girl right now... I feel so vexed with so many tests and projects in my head. Haiz... besides, its tough going after girls.
Signing off,
Rusty
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Thursday, August 23, 2007.
5:56 AM
ITs 9 on a Thursday Night... I slogging my heart out on my books. I'm so tired.. I really can't keep up with so many tests. I just feel tired. How i wish time could come to a stand still. Prehaps i might even finish watching the SNow queen.I need to rest but the weight of tests aren't allowing me a wink. WHY MUST THERE BE TESTS? Are the tests really able to justify our intelligence? I really hope i can tide over this period tests.
Signing off,
Rusty
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Saturday, August 18, 2007.
9:10 AM
12.10, 12.10,12.10..... Its 12.10 am and i writing this while i'm studying chemistry... I'm BORED!!!!! can't get to sleep... zZz...Went Orchard today with my parents... My mom finally bought her own golf set.. hope she will be able to play well with them.. Cut my hair before that.. i think its looks odd..
At roughly 8.30 pm, the fireworks went off... I forgot that there was gonna be a fireworks display at Marina... Guess there were many couples there...
I slept like a pig in the afternoon and now i can't even get a wink of sleep.. LIstening to the secret of jay chou... Its the best song for me right now... (:
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Friday, August 17, 2007.
5:41 AM
Its Friday night and i'm stuck home for the next two days. Tests are coming in hard and i think i have to work pretty hard for the next few months......... After the chat a couple of days ago, i was finally able to clear the air with J******. I believe this is the best way to solve everything.... i don't blame her for anything and i hope she doesn't blame herself. I can only hope that time will restore everything back to norm.
Signing off,
Rusty
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007.
6:37 AM
Lets see... This week hasn't been that smooth.. I kinda did badly for my chemistry test which i though i should have gotten a distinction. I bet Mrs Kang must have thought that i slacked which i didn't.Another thing about AZAM.. Always talking nonsense in class... Saying stuff like talented and handsome.. Man, don't make me puke... btw, i think he seems to be flirting with XZ sia... Good luck to him..
i think saying a thousand "sorrys" would not make J****** forgive me for the things i've said. I seriously need some time before i can explain it to her....
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Saturday, August 11, 2007.
4:23 AM
Ok, its my 20th post and i feel really bad. I did something really bad and i really hope she isn't angry with me. I just can't tell her the reason. I know she is mad at me and its my bad... If only i could turn back time, things wouldn't have gotten to this stage.. i was warned yet i took on this path so its time for me to face the music.. It is gonna be hard and nobody said it was gonna be easy... I hope she will understand when i tell her.. For now, i will lie low and hope that everything turns out ok..Signing off,
Rusty
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Thursday, August 9, 2007.
6:18 AM
9th August 2007... Singapore's 42nd birthday... Lets party like a rockstar.... Haha...
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Monday, August 6, 2007.
3:55 AM
The cold coffee leaves the coaster. I hold my feelings very far back.
I work hard wanting to get the past back. You can still see it as always clearly on my face.
The most beautiful thing wasn't the rainy day. It was the eaves that you and I once took shelter under from the rain.
The images of our memories. As I'm swinging on the swing. The dream starts to not be sweet.
You say gradually let go of love. Then you will walk farther. Why go changing. The time that has already been missed.
You use your fingertip to stop me from saying goodbye. I imagine you by my side before I completely lose you.
You say gradually let go of love then you will walk farther. Perhaps the lot of fate only let us meet. For this one season of autumn, I only discover after they float down the fragments of this happiness. How am I going to pick them up?
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Saturday, August 4, 2007.
9:43 PM
It was sad but fun at the same time yesterday... 3E2 bid farewell to Mdm Rozannah Yesterday.. she was the best english teacher i ever had... Everyone had fun yesterday and i sincerely wish Mdm Rozannah all the best in her upcoming teaching years at ACSI.After the lunch with Mdm Rozannah, Jackson, Cindy, Michelle, Vera , Shi Han and i walked around Orchard Road.. It was the first time all 6 of us were out together... LOL...
After Orchard, Shi han And Vera left. The rest of us went to Raffles Place to camp for the fireworks... It was utter disappointment when we realised that the firewords was launched behind the buildings and we couldn't see a thing after waiting for 2 hours...
The strange thing was the four of us sat down on the steps of Singapore River and we spoke for that 2 hours... It seems we were all emoing down there... Haha..
It seems that memories never seem to leave yr mind.. Walking around all the places yesterday reminded me of the person i nvr wanted to talk about.. Haiz..EMO
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Thursday, August 2, 2007.
3:50 AM
Today was a really hectic day.... 3 tests that nearly put me out of my seat... I'm finally able to clear all of them..i'm feel much more alive this past week.. prehaps i have finally able to put some things out of my mind... it was a really emotional period, the last few weeks.. Hmmmm... every thing makes perfect sense now..
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